Don't mean we can't be friends, just means we have different agendas.

Okay this is going to be crazy brief because I have to work like a mofo mad early tomorrow and I should already be in bed and I am really tired and need to get up at like 5 tomorrow and wait why am I doing this again? I guess I haven't been updating that often but it doesn't seem like anyone's complaining? WHO KNOWS.

Anyway, yeah, I think I have stupid taste in music. Right now I'm addicted to this song by Andrew Vincent, called Keep it that Way. And I recognize it's a terrible song, but it's really upbeat and happy and catchy and I don't know it's kind of saccharine but it totally seems sincere in it and I really like it, because it doesn't really pretend to be a good song. It knows what it is, and it does it well, and it's really goddamn catchy. And I know I should be sincere in everything I do but that seems different than serious I think. I mean, you can be both passionate and irreverent, it's just harder.

And I don't know, I don't really want to be a serious dude. I mean, really, my passion in life is writing poetry. I contribute nothing to society but some prettiness or wittiness on a good day. And I suppose that's enough, but it'll only be enough if I don't expect it to do more. I guess my point is that I like my music like how I would like to be: sincere and true to myself. And I suppose I'm doing that?

Man, I should write more stuff like this, it makes me happy.

I should do stuff that makes me happy, I suppose.