Sometimes you just need a mess of cheese

I thought that today when I was eating a terrible grilled cheese sandwich. I don't like cheddar, especially not processed cheddar, but I digress. The fact of the matter is that sometimes you just need a mess of cheese. I mean this metaphorically, and literally I guess, but mostly metaphorically. I know I need a bunch of cheese every so often, and I might be having some right now, or getting out of some, I guess all the drama is behind me, but fuck, I feel better. I don't know, things were just bad for so long that, even though they're still kind of bad, I can kind of see a way out. I guess. I really don't know what I'm saying, I'm just trying to put a positive spin on things, I guess.

Ok, whatever, there's a second thing I wanted to talk about, and it's actually on my door right now, living in and out of a coffee mug.

I never really drank tea, I was always more of a coffee person. Not that I didn't like tea, but it always seemed out of my ken, it was something different from the Lee J. Molnar experience. The Lee J. Molnar experience is coffee, it is something to get you excited, something with a little bit of the old milk of human kindness, but not sugar-coated, something completely imported, but wholly North American. I've always wanted to be this drink, but in my quest to become coffee, I didn't realize that other drinks exist, I didn't realize that not only coffee can warm you up at the end of the day. I didn't realize that tea existed.

Love,

Lee J. Molnar